Energy, strength and faith

While my energy and strength are running low, I have to keep faith high. This morning was rough. I will be brief, so I can get some sleep (I hope). There is some difference of opinion as to what this mass putting pressure on David's trachea actually is. Could be tumor, could be a blood clot/ collection. Breathing is hard and labored. There is a procedure scheduled for tomorrow to explore and perhaps remove the clot, if that is what it is. We don't know what time, because the thoracic surgeon is going to squeeze David in somewhere. We are praying for some good news tomorrow. I have been up and then down, hopeful and then despairing. I need the strength to keep going for the boys and for David. I find it so hard to be with David when he seems to need company and support, yet also be with the boys when they need me. I guess some time to recharge a bit doing something for me is also recommended, but when?!?!? Anyone available to visit David to bring some good cheer, please think about doing so! And PRAY,PRAY, PRAY!!!